how about your day? how about my day? there are a lot things change my life in this year... 

1. 2014 changes everything.... there's something that really really really fuck thing, comes out of my real life. some facts suprise me, an its such a painful thing! i wish it didn't happen, but it happens......in front of my eyes, in my life, in my family....i hate to know this fuckin things. but thanks God, thanks for letting me know

2. i have a wonderful lesson, Do not trust the people around you with that confidence, even the closest people and people who you love the most. do not ever ever ever ever ever do that. because even the closest people, can hurt you. 

3. now.....and its almost 2 weeks. i have to live alone in my wonderful house. i mean .....my mom have to go with my dad, my mom have to accompany my father far far far away from me..and now, when i have a final exams, i have to live alone..........this is so sad, i mean...i don't have someone i can talk with here :( 

4. can you imagine, how did you feel when you can sleep around the person that you love the most .....talk with them all night, and then....you can see their smile, you can smell their skin, you can feel they hug and kiss you all over the night, and in the morning, you feel glad because they are the first person you see when you woke up . such a wonderful thing i guess :') 

5. i still have my final exams, i still have project with my production house, you can check the blog here - insomniartwork.blogspot.com  i have a lot things to do lately. but i love it, i mean ... i don't have to sit down in my bedroom alone and do nothing and feel lonely and then cry a lot and listening to music, feel bored. i don't have to do that! because i have to do a lot of positive things in my wonderful life! 

6. i love my life, i have to love my life. and always feel glad about what i have in my wonderful life. that's the point of happiness, right?? always say " Thanks a lot God, i love it, i love everything even the most painful things....i have to face it! " 

how about yours? how bout your day? how about your life in 2014? Tell me.....i love to listen and read all your wonderful story. that's the meaning of friend, right? we are friend.....best friend in cyberspace :D 

 

 

i have found something on me that makes me comfortable. yes, i found a place deep in myself, no drama, no more tears, no more fucking love that hurts, yes~ i found my self happy to be an Innocence :) 

"Waking up I see that everything is ok the first time in my life and now it's so great slowing down i look around and i am so amazed i think about the little things that make life great i wouldn't change a thing about it this is the best feeling this innocence is brilliance I hope that it will stay this moment is perfect please don't go away I need you now snd I'll hold on to it don't you let it pass you by i found a place so safe, not a single tear the first time in my life and now it's so clear feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here it's so strong and now I let myself be sincere I wouldn't change a thing about it this is the best feeling"

Innocence - Avril lavigne

 

what i wear? Dress: Thrift store | Shoes: Pollux | Socks: Unbranded | Watch : CK | Bracelet : Unbranded

" ‘Cuz we, we can see how it’s gonna end But I got my love for you Moshimo konomama kimi wo wasureru koto ga de ki tara  Nante omoeba omou hodo ni Kimi wo wasureru koto nante boku ni wa de ki ru hazu mo nakute We always wish tonight could last forever I can be your side I shouldn’t be in your heart Either the time we have spent And I want you to know what the truth is But sometimes it makes me feel so sick Oh no I just can’t say to you , No I won’t "

Pierce - One Ok Rock

How are you? i miss this blog so badly :( really.....i miss blogwalking and do something that i love. But i have a lot work to do and i don't have so much time for make a post on my blog. Its so hard to be a broadcaster, but i love my job and i love my college anyway. There are a lot of stories i wish i could told you now. But once again, i have a work to do :( so, wait for another post if i have time, okay? hehehe 

This photo taken by my friend Ahmad Farhan Habibie , i just helping him to be his model, taken few weeks ago in Benteng Vredeburg, Yogyakarta. you can follow him here @Farhanhabibie 

Thank you so much :D

today...i'm talking to the month :D

hai my favorite wonderful month, September. I miss you so much, finally i can meet you again. Thanks a lot, God, because i can meet my favorite month ever of the year. As you know (maybe) this month i will celebrate my birthday and i'll turning into 20, too old? -___-" HAHAHA even i'll turn into 20 but i still young to get what i want, to reach my dream and to make a better future. never give up on what i have to reach, even i always get that word of " failed, failed adn failed again " but that doesn't mean that i have to stop what i have to get. never give up! that what's God teach me, to never give up, never say never and never try to stop. Because i believe that one day, i'll reach my future and i can be someone that i want, a daughter who can make her parents proud of her :) AMIN. 

there are so much things that i have to do lately, my college things will start next week, i'm not ready for that actually but i have to get ready, right? hahaha but i love this semester, why? because i love all the subjects, video editing, feature, documentary, photography and etc :D can't wait for that :) 

what i wear? Top: Viola | Sweater: Cosmo | Skirt: Buti | Shoes: Rafaella | Socks: Unbranded | Watch: Unbranded | Glasess: Versis

its September! my giveaway almost closed. don't forget to join my giveaway HERE and you also can join this giveaway on my Instagram @deniathly :) GOOD LUCK

 " So we about to hop up on this rocket Get up outta here Go somewhere where nothing ever goes wrong 'Bout to hop up on this rocket Take to the sky Everything is fly Cause we ain’t even on earth tonight We on a planet where the dudes got money and they're not afraid to spend it And everything is alright Cause we ain’t even on earth tonight We on a planet where there ain’t no drama and the party’s never ending And everything is alright "

Tonight - Jessica Sanchez ft Ne Yo

Hello lovely readers! how are you? i have a good news for you. first as you knew i'll make a giveaway soon. so if you curious about my giveaway, you can follow me on GFC and Bloglovin and then you can follow my twitter @deniathly . second, aaahhh finally my final test is over and its time for holiday !! yeay! i'm not really sure i'll have my holiday time with my family, go to somewhere for refresh my crowded mind after the test -__-" but i wish i have. i'm so depressed about my test and another things, i was sick now :( and its fasting, its been so hard lately. get well really soon for my mind and my body of course. oh btw, happy fasting again for everyone who's celebrate, including me :D

 

what i wear? Long dress: Sakola | Bag: Matahari dept store | Shoes: Otani

-West Lake Restaurant-

Happy Fasting Everyone! :) 

Marhaban Yaa Ramadhan, Mohon maaf lahir dan batin :)

i wanna say Happy Fasting for everyone who's celebrate :) forgive me for all my mistakes, either intentionally or accidentally. best wishes for Ramadan this year will full of blessings. 

what i wear? White Blouse: Koka Beauty | Brown Pants : Waikiki | Bag : Unbranded | Necklace : Chugs | Watch : Unbranded | Bracelet : Jeje Calzado | Shoes : ST Moritz