I Won't Give Up4:20 PM
weeks ago, me and my big family spent a holidays at a Villa Kaliurang, Yogyakarta. Eventhough just one night, but it was very enjoyable, sleep on the eve of the cold, waking up in the morning to see the Sun and the dew in the window of the room. I love that feeling, feel a happiness when i wake up in the morning. Because lately in my busy-day , i rarely felt as happy as it once, and i'll always miss those awesome feeling. Blissfulness that's very pleasing not always comes in my life, maybe not because the sadness that covered it all , it's just because I think couldn't see that feeling. Cry over something that shouldn't crying at that... I had to stop doing that and it looks like I need to quickly forget something, something that hurt my self and my heart, something that really painful ...something i don't have to remember . something about the mistakes of the past, you used to be. something I hope never happens but all of this has happened. I had to forget everything you've tell me, because let the past go far far away from my life, from my future. I accept your mistake, your bad and i accept you as who you are just because I LOVE YOU SO BADLY :') i won't give up on us and i wish you never hurt me again ......
-------- maybe this song is for you -------
" When I look into your eyes It's like watching the night sky Or a beautiful sunrises There's so much they hold And just like them old stars I see that you've come so far To be right where you are How old is your soul I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm giving you all my love I'm still looking up And when you're needing your space To do some navigating I'll be here patiently waiting To see what you find "
I Wont Give Up - Jason Mraz
*me and my mom as my personal photographer*
what i wear? Pink Sweater : Fashion House | Jacket Jeans : Outlet Biru | Tights : Unbranded | Short : Nevada | Shoes : Donattelo
look at this flowers, cute isn't ? :)