I Won't Give Up

4:20 PM


weeks ago, me and my big family spent a holidays at a Villa Kaliurang, Yogyakarta. Eventhough just one night, but it was very enjoyable, sleep on the eve of the cold, waking up in the morning to see the Sun and the dew in the window of the room. I love that feeling, feel a happiness when i wake up in the morning. Because lately in my busy-day , i rarely felt as happy as it once, and i'll always miss those awesome feeling. Blissfulness that's very pleasing not always comes in my life, maybe not because the sadness that covered it all , it's just because I think couldn't see that feeling. Cry over something that shouldn't crying at that... I had to stop doing that and it looks like I need to quickly forget something, something that hurt my self and my heart, something that really painful ...something i don't have to remember . something about the mistakes of the past, you used to be. something I hope never happens but all of this has happened. I had to forget everything you've tell me, because let the past go far far away from my life, from my future. I accept your mistake, your bad and i accept you as who you are just because I LOVE YOU SO BADLY :') i won't give up on us and i wish you never hurt me again ......

-------- maybe this song is for you -------

" When I look into your eyes It's like watching the night sky Or a beautiful sunrises There's so much they hold And just like them old stars I see that you've come so far To be right where you are How old is your soul I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm giving you all my love I'm still looking up And when you're needing your space To do some navigating I'll be here patiently waiting To see what you find "
 I Wont Give Up - Jason Mraz

 
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*me and my mom as my personal photographer* 

what i wear? Pink Sweater : Fashion House | Jacket Jeans : Outlet Biru | Tights : Unbranded | Short : Nevada | Shoes : Donattelo


look at this flowers, cute isn't ? :)
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65 comments ♥

  1. seems that you had a really great day there! ;)
    i know how it feels to be you, i feel the same way..
    to walking through the day and covered the the sadness with the smile and pretend that everything is well. anyway, cheer up! ;)

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  2. Amazing photos...you look gorgeous. Happy Monday x

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  3. u look so beautiful :)
    keep posting!

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  4. always gorgeous!
    envy you :P

    cheer up!
    don't give up something with easily ^^

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  5. Beautiful :)
    And really a nice mother you have

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  6. cute outfit....
    i love your shoes...:)
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  7. i think your mom shoots you well.
    sweet pictures :)

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  9. Lovely and memoriable photos , aren't they? It's awkward sometimes that your dark feeling shines upon your sad mornings. It happens to me too.

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  10. you look as sweet as usual <3 hey i also listen to i won't give up and fix you almost everyday, they're listed in my eternal playlist :D hihi

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  11. Love that sweater. These shots are beautiful.

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  12. Beautiful photos, I like your loafers in this outfit :) Even though we may come across a lot of challenges, that may end up hurting us, we still have to stay strong! We an learn from our mistakes in the past, because dwelling on them won't help with anything. It only makes us feel unhappy right? I hope you're feeling better!!

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  14. great photos and i love your outfit! :) drop by my blog too dear?

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  15. hey, i like your baby-pink sweater (Y)

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  16. nice place..:O i never have the chance to enjoy my stay in Jogja in hotels since i have my grandma's house in Wonogiri..D: wish i can have a nice chance to spend my day in one of Jogja's hotel..:D

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  17. nice post!

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  18. soo pretty ♥

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  19. Oh really loved your photos!
    Thank you for your coment on my blog. I am following you, I hope you follow back! :)

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  20. love the white top! nice details and feminine!

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  21. you're so gorgeous!!!
    xoxo Marika

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  22. Lovely lace dress you got there and Nice flower pic :)

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  23. you look so adorable! great photos! thank goodness for moms!

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  24. Very cool blog. Interesting posts. ;)
    Nice atmosphere guests with you here on the blog. ;]
    Yours. Have a nice day. !

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  25. these are such beautiful photos

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  26. Sweet words !

    And beautiful look and place !

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    xoxo from Japan

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  27. Love your photos :) beautiful!

    xx,

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  28. awww i really love the window!! <3
    and cute shoes!! <3

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  29. Thank you for the lovely comment on my blog. I love your pictures and your jumper is beautiful :)

    xx

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  30. Great post and I really like ur blog. I'm your new follower!
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  31. Love the entire outfit.. Heat the sweater.
    Xo sabbi

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  32. Lovely lovely!!

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  33. Don't be sad, cheer up! :) hope the problem will be solved,
    I love your sweater and you look cute there<3

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  34. Lovely pictures!

    xx Mounia
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  37. lovely photos. you have here
    i love it.
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  38. such pretty photos!you look gorgeous!:)

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  39. really lovely look dear ^^

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  40. That dress is adorable!!!
    Great pics :)
    xoxo

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  41. kak denia you look cute with that sweater <3

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  42. you look cute with that sweater kak denia <3

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  43. I absolutely love this song by Jason Mraz! And you look so beautiful in that dress - what a lovely outfit!
    <3
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  44. super love your outfit ♥
    it looks like a beautiful place! I live in East Jakarta :D, kind of the border between Jakarta and Bekasi haha

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  45. Lovely outfit! Of course we can follow each other! I follow you, I hope to see you soon in my followers ! xxx

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  46. Hello there sweetie! Thanks for the lovely comment over my blog, it means a lot to me!
    Great pics, I love the lightning and location !
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  47. I love the dress as well as the shoes!

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  48. look so cheerful! nice outfit :)

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