Lost

12:13 PM

actually i don't even know what i have to tell you, how about my life or maybe how about my feeling right now? i don't know how to explain it, there are so many thoughts fly away in my mind. There are so many things i wish i didn't remember, there are so many things i wish i didn't do. i have done so many mistake lately, i wish i could go back to the time when i was young and even when i know nothing. but we couldn't go back, right? time goes so fast , i don't even know if i have done something good or not for my life. i have tried my best, aspecially for my parents but i don't know if it good enough for them? But without they knew, i've done the most stupid things, i wish they knew. But if i told them everything, i knew i'll just hurt them , i can only say sorry behind them and promised not to do another stupid things and be better than before , Amin! :)

how about my college? HAHA it's been good lately, its feels awesome after being an announcer at my Radio Campus, it was great I could talk a lot on the radio. I've never imagine before that i would be an announcer. But here i am, sitting in front of microphone, talking to all listener ( we call them TISER ) . wanna hear my voice, maybe? You can listen via streaming http://radio.mmtc.ac.id:8000/listen.m3u  and if you wanna know about the program or my schedule , just follow MMTC Radio's twitter @mmtcradiojogja :) see ya! :D

oh, by the way. a week ago, my friend asked me to be his model. so we did a photo shoot at Taman Sari , Yogyakarta. He's such a great photographer, his name is Ahmad Farhan Habibie, you can check his twitter @farhanhabibie if you want him to help you, you can contac him through twitter :)
 * its bad hair day, anyway -_- *


" Summer turned to winter And the snow it turned to rain And the rain turned into tears upon your face I hardly recognized the girl you are today And god I hope it’s not too late It’s not too late ’Cause you are not alone I’m always there with you And we’ll get lost together Till the light comes pouring through ’Cause when you feel like you’re done And the darkness has won Babe, you’re not lost When your worlds crashing down And you can’t bear the thought I said, babe, you’re not lost " 
Lost - Michael Buble


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what i wear? Polkadot Shirt : Outlet Biru | Leather Skirt : Mangos | Shoes : Pollux 



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51 comments ♥

  1. I looove the last three photos, two are candid photos and looks so beautuful.

    I've done many stupid thungs too, I do regret it. But we learned from our mistakes, from that, we have to not do the same mistakes. Cheers Nia ^^

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  2. you have such shiny hair..it is ridiculous!

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  3. super lovely skirt!


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  4. be calm, dear.. we could take our mistakes as a lesson for us in the future time. Be good, and people will also doing the same to you. (:

    anyway, I love your watch! you look like a rock yet vintage princess.

    xoxo
    kelimutu

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  5. You look gorgeous. It's ok to feel this way doll, every one does at some point in life. Just relax and think it through and you'll find your feet once more!! I hope you have a super week xx

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  6. So cute! :)



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  7. You're so pretty! And I like your style <3
    i followed you
    Would you care to follow me back? :)

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  8. lovely top <3

    xoxo
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  9. love your flare skirt. good choice ;)

    xoxo, Mich

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  10. you are so lovely!!
    What about to follow eachother?If you follow me i would definitely follow you back dear!!
    Let me know

    loves

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  11. Your shoes is so vintage love it :D

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  12. Love your polka shirt :)

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  13. Lovely outfit! I love your skirt.

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  14. Aw, so beauiful blouse and that skirt!!!

    Nicole

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  15. Oh darling, there may be a lot on your mind but there is one mistake you certainly haven't made - and that is of the fashion kind! You look absolutely beautiful. Polka dots and leather is such a timeless combination! <3



    <3 Mandy xx
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  16. So cute! I love your polk dot blouse! Your hair looks fantastic!
    <3
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  17. that's Pulau Cemeti to be excact :D
    *teringat jaman-jaman kuliah hunting foto model disini juga*

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  18. cute top!
    love the dots pattern

    xoxo,
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  19. You look so lovely!!! Great pictures!
    I'm following you right now, hope you will do same!
    Have a fabulous time!

    Best wishes, Alexandra
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  20. sweet and cute <3
    very lovely outfit !!

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  21. Thank you for your lovely comment! I follow you! amazing shirt! xoxo

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  23. Love the outfit, the blouse suits you so well and is so cute!

    Have a fantastic day,
    -Kati

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  24. you totally remind me of one of the girls on the current season of the bachelor - you're stunning! love how the shirt blends nicely with the ground.. awkward comment, but so true!

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  25. u look super gorgeous! these photos are amazing :D

    xoxo, Eliza
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  26. this is such a cute outfit! I love the light pink combined with black- it really works well together:)
    xx

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  27. hi pretty..
    thanks for your nice compliment on my blog..!
    you are such a lovely and sweet girl ^^
    i love your style and blog..

    lets be friend =)
    will follow you..hope you follow me soon !
    xx

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  28. lovely look.

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  29. Great photo shoot! :)
    Yes dear, we are twins! Thanks so much hehe
    What do you think about following each other? :)

    xx

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  30. The blouse looks really cute on you!

    I think we all have mistakes and regrets and we definitely have all done good in our life, you just have to believe in yourself :) You are definitely good enough for your parents, I'm sure that all they want is for you to be happy :)

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  31. you look stunning, i am your new follower, i hope u follow me back.
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    kisses

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  32. I Love your leather skirt :)
    nice photoshoot anyway!
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    still messy mine, hehhe

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  36. Thank you for your sweet comment.
    Polka dots look adorable on you :)

    Ruth x

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